2NE1 - Lonely

what i say now could hurt you

you might hate so much you want to kill me

what im going to say isnt like what i used to be

its not all wrong

im not used to the NEW me

you're so kind, u're the same oh

i dont know, i dont know why im like this

i LOVED u and u're right here oh

i dont know, i want to find myself now

baby im sorry, even when im with you im lonely

im nor worthy enough to love, forgive me

im sorry, this is our story

im not worthy enought to love even if u're by my side

Baby im so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Baby im so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Baby im so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Baby im so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

u didnt do anything wrong, im just STRANGE

maybe i prepared for this break up for a long time

i want to treat u well

why does this have to happen in front of love?

im getting smaller and more lonely

u're so kind, u're the same oh

i dont know, i dont know why im like this

i loved u and u're right here oh

i dont know, i want to find myself now

baby im sorry, even when im with you im lonely

im nor worthy enough to love, forgive me

im sorry, this is our story

im not worthy enought to love even if u're by my side

Baby im so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Baby im so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Baby im so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Baby im so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

cause im just another girl

this night is so lonely, i cant take it anymore

good bye

cause im just another girl, im so lonely

even if u're by myside now, baby im so lonely

Baby im so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Baby im so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Baby im so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Baby im so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

I'm Coming Home- Diddy ft Dirty money

I’m coming home I’m coming home

Tell the World I’m coming home

Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday

I know my kingdom awaits and they’ve forgiven my mistakes

I’m coming home, I’m coming home

Tell the World that I’m coming

Back where I belong, yeah I never felt so strong
(I’m back baby)
I feel like there’s nothing that I can’t try
And if you with me put your hands high
(put your hands high)
If you ever lost a light before, this ones for you
And you, the dreams are for you

I hear “The Tears of a Clown”
I hate that song
I feel like they talking to me when it comes on
Another day another Dawn
Another Keisha, nice to meet ya, get the math I’m gone
What am I ‘posed to do when the club lights come on
Its easy to be Puff, its harder to be Sean
What if the twins ask why I aint marry their mom (why, damn!)
How do I respond?
What if my son stares with a face like my own
And says he wants to be like me when he’s grown
Sh-t! But I aint finished growing
Another night the inevitible prolongs
Another day another Dawn
Just tell Taneka and Taresha I’ll be better in the morn’
Another lie that I carry on
I need to get back to the place I belong

I’m coming home
I’m coming home
Tell the World I’m coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they’ve forgiven my mistakes
I’m coming home, I’m coming home
Tell the World that I’m coming

“A house is Not a Home“, I hate this song

Is a house really a home when your loved ones are gone
And n-ggas got the nerve to blame you for it
And you know you woulda took the bullet if you saw it
But oyu felt it and still feel it
And money can’t make up for it or conceal it
But you deal with it and you keep ballin’
Pour out some liquor, play ball and we keep ballin’
Baby we’ve been living in sin ’cause we’ve been really in love
But we’ve been living as friends
So you’ve been a guest in your own home
It’s time to make your house your home
Pick up your phone, come on

I’m coming home
I’m coming home
Tell the World I’m coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they’ve forgiven my mistakes
I’m coming home, I’m coming home
Tell the World that I’m coming

Diddy

“Ain’t No Stopping Us Now“, I love that song
Whenever it comes on it makes me feel strong
I thought I told y’all that we won’t stop
We back cruising through Harlem, Viso blocks
It’s what made me, saved me, drove me crazy
Drove me away than embraced me
Forgave me for all of my shortcomings
Welcome to my homecoming
Yeah it’s been a long time coming
Lot of fights, lot of scars, lot of bottles
Lot of cars, lot of ups, lot of downs
Made it back, lost my dog (I miss you BIG)
And here I stand, a better man! (a better man)
Thank you Lord (Thank you Lord)

I’m coming home
I’m coming home
Tell the World I’m coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they’ve forgiven my mistakes
I’m coming home, I’m coming home
Tell the World that I’m coming

Diddy & Dirty money

Jar of hearts by christina perri

No I can’t take one more step towards you Cause all that’s waiting is regret And don’t you know I’m not your ghost anymore You lost the love I loved the most I learned to live half alive And now you want me one more time And who do you think you are Running around leaving scars Collecting your jar of hearts And tearing love apart you're gonna catch a cold From the ice inside your soul So don’t come back for me Who do you think you are I hear your asking all around If I am anywhere to be found But I have grown too strong To ever fall back in your arms I learned to live half alive And now you want me one more time And who do you think you are Running around leaving scars Collecting your jar of hearts And tearing love apart You’re gonna catch a cold From the ice inside your soul So don’t come back for me Who do you think you are And it took so long just to feel alright Remember how to put back the light in my eyes I wish I would have missed the first time that we kissed Cause you broke all your promises And now your back You don’t get to get me back And who do you think you are Running around leaving scars Collecting your jar of hearts And tearing love apart You’re gonna catch a cold From the ice inside your soul Don’t come back for me Don’t come back at all And who do you think you are Running around leaving scars Collecting your jar of hearts And tearing love apart You’re gonna catch a cold From the ice inside your soul Don’t come back for me Don’t come back at all Who do you think you are Who do you think you are Who do you think you are

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Kasih yang terlimpah hanya sekadartingkah

Cuma ungkapan kebisuan yangmelindungkan kalimah rahsia

Masih kubiarkan waktu

Melarikan lafaz kasihku padamu

Mengapakah sukar menyusun bicara

Meluahkan rasa menuturkan sayang

Kasih yang terlimpah hanyalah sekadartingkah

Cumalah ungkapan bisu kalimah rahsia

Apakah yang hilang andai dilisankan

Bait penghargaan penuh kejujuran

Tak mungkin terlihat cinta yang merona

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