A chemical engineer pt.2

7th day of ramadhan. Alhamdulillah. 
I wondered, how can i make this entry more interesting....blahh, there's no one actually read this...kui4. its a shame though but to those who actually  read my entry(s)....i appreciate it...A LOT! saya syg awk lah!

haha..random pic again. back to my most boring enchanting story telling.  i wrote in previous entry that i learned a great lesson that day. starting that day, i was very precautious on what i am doing, speaking, walking..etc. i felt like everybody were watching me, judging me and sadly without knowing me. i just wanna blurted out " hell, im just 18! please dont kill me yet, im too young for this". Yes, its killing me. when i walked in to class...i felt like i was waiting to be punished. what hv i done? Just editing some pic and pblished on facebook, but i took it down! Dang!

Well, soon i realised thats all just my feeling of insecurity, cos i want people to know me as some damn good girls. once i make cute lil mistake, i thought world come to an end. Nahhh...i finally wake up! Screw u! i dont give a damn...haha. lantaklah ko nk cakap apa, ak xheran..sbb apa? Sebab ak taw ko bkn sape-sape dalam hidup aku. Blahhhs...


When i was in part 3 Diploma, for those who got CGPA above 3.00 qualified to go straight to degree in Chemical engineering (ChE). lucky instead, i managed to secure my CGPA, Alhamdulillah.  Yay! Escaped from Dungun!
Here i come Shah Alam. Well, every decision we make has its pro and cons. Some, we'll regret but some we'll cherished. and coming to Shah Alam is the best thing ever. but sadly, i left my dearest friend Fatin Keiko.

Best Friends = Cheer you up when you're down;                  Comforts you when you're sad;
Fightfor you when you're hurt!

A chemical engineer pt. 1

Mcm mana? Apa? Mengapa? Bolehkah?  i often think of these....

1. Mcm mn boleh terfikir nk jadi engineer (chemical)?
2. Apa sbnrnya chemical engineer ni? 
3. Mengapa as in why i stick to this? why didn't i bail?
4. Bolehkah i graduate with honor? 
5. Layakkah saya? 

Kadang smpai pening, how come i ended up in chemical engineering (ChE)? since high school, tak penah pn pikir  nk jd engineer. sy memang tak minat engineering sbb 1. otak saya pikir genius je yg bleh jd engineer. 2. engineering is damn hard field! tu belum lg ChE. i mean, come on...ChE is one of the most hardest discipline in engineering.

okay, sambung krgn.  i got in to matriculation in Penang. but, i give up. takde life. i mean quiz every week, tutor class, test, evaluation, start at 8 am, end at 5 pm. Ya Allah, memang xde life. 

Stress, tension. I seriously cant cope up. at the right time, in a right moment...i got an offer from UiTM, Diploma in chemical engineering. Alhamdulillah, i left matrics. 

Then, life starts in Dungun. Alhamdulillah, things get better. I enjoyed being in Dungun untill 2nd semester. This was a really heartbroken moment. i'll keep that in my heart forever. Those things that never hv been said to me, i'd learn that day. Subhanallah, i learned a great lessons that day. 

Before u speak, listen. before u judge, act. before u write, think.

Kisah Kita

Hari tu kita jalan sekali, 

seronok gila jalan sama-sama, ramai-ramai. 

tapi lagi seronok bila kau bagi hadiah tu....

best gift ever...your smile! 

Esok bila aku dah tak boleh jalan,   

aku nak kau iringi aku.

Masa ni aku dah tak boleh panggil kau macam selalu, 

kau yang kena datang.

Masa ni aku nak hadiah lagi,

tapi aku tak nak senyuman kau.....

Aku nak kau tolong hadiahkan aku Al-Fatihah.

tolong bacakan untuk aku sebab ak dah tak boleh baca sendiri.

Lepas tu bila orang letak aku bawah papan, 

jangan nangis cari aku.

sebab aku dah tak boleh tengok kau dah. 

Janji ok, jangan nangis cari ak....